uuuuuuugh... π____π

dear diary,
mood: creeped out, scared, freaking tired
watching: Little Britain
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ive been awaken now since almost 8AM and right now its 3:30AM the next day…

i decided to stay awake till at least 8AM (exactly 12 hours without any sleep) because i was so freaking scared of a certain creepy pasta…

im really tired and exhausted by now and still have to go 4 1/2 hours till its light enough so i wont get killed during the night hahaha….haaa…

i bet ppl find that fucking hilarious right now (and i think a certrain person things this is childish but i dont give a shit) but im paranoid and creeped out easily

since im already seeing white “eyes” when im looking at the window, it thought it might be the reflection of my heatingsystem but its not and when i looked out of the window it was gone, so either im that messed up by now, that im imagining things or theres really something outside….

being all alone in my apartment (besides my two cats) is not funny at all and i ran out of stuff to drink and im thirsty since its hot here, even though its early in the morning…

must…stay…awake…gaaaaah….. µ_____µ

this is so hard…and im still scared ._____________.